"Wishes that she knew how I really felt."

well fuck that didn't take him very long. Granted I knew he'd start liking someone way before I did again, so I guess I'm really not surprised. I don't even know who he's talking about, probably his ex girlfriend, so whatever. It's always made me frustrated that guys get over breakups waaaaay faster than girls. Though he did the breaking up, so again I shouldn't be surprised. I should have defriended him on facebook a long time ago (that was his most recent status update), but I haven't been able to bring myself to do it. Ugh, I'm seriously not trying to be a stalker or anything. I guess it's still hard for me to make the jump and not have him in my life in any way, shape, or form, even if it's on the internet. I'm so pathetic.

My appointment is on Tuesday, and I don't want to say I'm looking forward to it, because I'm really really nervous and I still feel stupid for going. But I am looking forward to learning some ways to handle everything and to finally start the process of moving on. 

love me for all that I am




I got a new camera lens too...christmas gift to myself i guess lol. i hope you all had a wonderful holiday